One day I’m leaving again. my thoughts led me to different issues.
I stopped and ended my thoughts. they became very important factors for me. I think I blame myself very much. I can’t stop myself from some things. I always have thoughts in one part of my head. I don’t know what I have to do.
I guess how I should be. Guess where I am. I’m telling you, but someday I’ll go away to calm my head to holiday. One of the places I want to go is London. it attracts me with the clock tower and the buses. photo taken on a bridge.
Where am I now. Now I live at home. think writing. I do not know. what to do.
I’m writing all this stuff, and I’m running out of time. but I can’t reach the level I want yet. What should I do. How much more should I improve myself. Where do I make mistakes. I do not know. The only thing I know is preparing a program for myself. to act in accordance with this program. I have things to do. I have to write them down and note them so I don’t overlook them. it is best not to forget to write. but I don’t know how much that matters. I don’t know if it will happen or not. I know I’m tired of writing. but where can I write.